...Back 2 Work...

Ohhh so sad wif the entry title...Nothing much I can say at this moment..Just feel sleepy n nid 2 get ready 2 go back 2 the 'reality'...Alhamdulillah everything run smoothly as planned...Syukrulillah!~In this short entry, I'm not going 2 recap yet anything regarding my new life..Will story later in other entry...

Just a few hours being separated from my husben, then I already missing him...Allah, pliz grant us wif patience & happiness..May Allah ease everything, especially 4 our newly marriage life...2nyte I decided 2 sleep at my parent-in-law's house...At least I may not feel very lonely even deep in my heart, I feel so...

Thank u Allah, 4 everything u gave 2 us..I appreciate very much wif da great husben whom u send it 2 me!Dear my great husben, I luv u so much n will alwiz luv u till heaven, insya'Allah!!!~ =)

~ 5 Days ~

Pd hari ini sy gi fitting baju pengantin seorg diri lantaran tunang di kejauhan...Hanya mampu video kol bg beliau lihat sama ada molek or nggak dgn sy...Currently tunang b'ada di KL..Beliau ada training di sana till Thursday...Then abg ipar & wife akan fetch tunang di KL on Thurs nyte utk destinasi ke Ipoh...Perasaan sy di kala ini??Terasa pantas sungguh masa b'lalu...Dub dab dub dab!~

Masih di alam awang2an sptnya tak b'ada di alam nyata...But totally I'm not in fantasy!Currently we managed 2 get 5 pre-wedding presents...Tunang belagak dgn sy, katanya beliau dh dpt 3 presents n sy baru dpt 2 presents...Ceh!Elehhh;apa ada hal...Konfem2 sy akan m'atasi krn sy bakal mengumpul lbh byk presents on our Wedding Day soon!Since reception will be held on my side, then I claim all the presents received r mine...Kwang3!~

Thank u very much 2 ELI, AMERA & LINDAN from BMB5Bc 4 da presents!!!I appreciate it very much!=)

Tatkala ini, sy m'jadi bahan usikan org sekeliling t'masuk lecturers & students...Sabo0o je laaa teman!!Act sy sdg cuba marking tests namun nampaknya focus sy ilang sudeyh!Sy taktau act apa yg sy nk buat pd waktu ini...Maybe sy perlu baca buku kawen kot...Ye laaa; sy nih nama je nk kawen tp dh lama tak menela'ah buku kawen...Huhu!~Tp masalahnya sy ada ke buku kawen kt cni??If kt umah Ipoh, ada la..Ok la, I nid 2 sleep early 2nyte since 2moro mownink I have a class/test wif my students...=) Perhaps will update 4 da next entry, 2moro!!!

~ Less than 1wik ~

Holaaaaa!!!Seems unbelievable less than 1wik I'm gonna become a wifey 2 a great husben!!!Phewwittt!!~Cayalah abih kembang encik tunang sekiranya m'baca pujian ini...Ahax!~Tp mmg betoi pn..I'm luckiest person 2 have u in my life...I'm totally sincere bout dis =)

Btw, previously my target is want 2 update blog 4 every counting days such as "1month, 3wiks, 2wiks, etc..." malangnya hampagasss je..Tuntutan keje bikin guwe stress!!Apa perasaan ye at this moment?Ada gk la rasa debaran...Sbb hari dh semakin hampir,kn??Act I'm quite secretive bout my personal story...Just coz of engaged & is getting married, then I nid 2 disclose 2 public n some sort of 'sharing' even though at 1st I feel difficult 2 do it...

Among colleague ada yg b'tanyakn pd sy, "Siapakh my fiancee?"..They started 2 ask so many question of who?how?where?what?etc...I only manage 2 smile & laugh!Ngeee~n there r some who still dun believe that I'm getting married...Dis is becoz she never heard any story from me, previously...Tup3 I make an announcement regarding my Wedding Reception Ceremony...Jeng3!~Bley tak dia kata, sy kawen olok2 n takde pengantin laki pn in real..Astaghfirullahal'azim..Sampai ke ctu jadinya??Nk bukti ke??Bley2!Buktinya ialah saksikan pd hari kejadian...

Sy akan pulang ke kg halaman tulat noon...Sy sendiri rasa tak percaya akan melakukan sume nih...Namun inilah suratan takdir Illahi yg t'baek buat kami...2 my fiancee a.k.a husben-2-b, thank u so much 4 everything u did 4 me!U r so special...A great guy whom Allah promise 4 me!! (^_^)

~ 9 Days ~

Alhmdlllh pg ni n lately dis wik, cuaca sgt m'gugat iman utk melayukan mata ini...Diam tak diam, 9days je lagi Hari B'sejarah kami akan b'langsung..Perasaan ketika ini??Hurm!Pelik plak tak rasa debaran w/pun tau hari mkin dekat...Hairan2!If Eni dilanda penyakit ANOREXIA+INSOMNIA, manakala sy pula dilanda penyakit ALZHEIMER, temporarily...Kwang3!~Mana tak nya, kerap lupa memanjang...Adoiii la!Smlm sy dh ceritakan 2 perihal kpd encik tunang...Pehtu sy buka citer yg sama lagi...n serious sy tak ingat langsung bila masanya sy citekn??Takde pn b4 dis...Isk3!~n pg nih, sy tau students sy ada test on dis noon...Tp boleh tak, soalan segala ada dlm kotak di umah...Mmg t'baek la!!

Hurm...Smlm sy 'kena' lagi dgn that superwoman...Ada2 je la dia nk cari salah sy n dok tuding itu ini yg tak elok mengenai sy...Sume bende dia nk nampak elok je dpn mata dia...Nk sume org akur n ikut segala kehendak dia...Sukati kau la...Bak kata tunang, kita kumpul pahala je...Sy dh kata pd tunang, "I'm tired already"...Sy dh tak larat nk ikut rentak dia...Sukati dia la nk buat apa lagi lps nih pd sy...Insya'Allah sinaran kekebalan tuh sy dh nampak akan sy ketemui...Yg penting, my focus & priority is towards on my other important matters...

Lantaran itu, bg m'hiburkan hati, pd ptg smlm, I went 2 my parent-in-law's house n pay them a visit...Then sy ke umah pakcik & makcik...Rasa lega dpt b'gelak ketawa...T'ubat jiwa sy..Alhamdulillah ketenangan & sakinah ada di ctu...Terima kasih ya Allah, atas nikmat kebahagiaan yg Kau kurniakan ini...Semoga kami t'golong dlm golongan hamba2Mu yg b'syukur & m'hargai nikmatMu...Tiada kata yg mampu hambaMu ini lafazkan krn Kau Maha Mengetahui segala apa yg t'kandung dlm hati ini...

"Aku b'syukur dianugerahkan sebuah pengertian, kasih sayang, p'hargaan, ketenteraman & kebahagiaan from understanding fiancee yg Kau utuskan...Terima kasih ya Allah atas wasilah ini...Cintakan Allah!!!~"

Tak faham betoiii la!!!

Ohhh noo...Bila selak2 semula blogku yg dh usang ditinggalkan beberapa minggu, tup3 baru realize yg this year, 1 entry pn tak prnh post lagi...Ini menunjukkan bahawasanya diri ini sgt busy lately...Act sy ada gk curi2 masa 'visit' blog my frens list & follower...But somehow sy je yg tak sempat nk m'coret lantakan kesibukan yg tak agak2!Lagi dekat nk setel down, mcm2 perkara pula...

Act yg sebetulnya niat asal m'coret dlm laman hatiku ini adalah mengenai saki-baki melalui hari2 m'bujang...Namun sedikit spoilt pd arini...Serious sy HATE pd thp maximum kpd soalan2 yg b'bentuk kpd mengaitkan sy dgn my HISTORY!Mmg shit laaaaa....Uwarrgghhhh serious sy rasa nk klua mcm2 perkataan...YaAllah, sabarkanlah hati hambaMu ini dan tenangkanlah aku dlm mengawal amarahku...

Bley tak jgn tanya sy soalan yg 'bkn2'???Aku tau la ko ada relate wif my 'history' tp apa keperluan utk ko KAITKAN aku lagi dgn mereka??Cukuplah ko tanya aku soalan: "Invite mak 'history' tuh tak?"Then jwpn aku, "Tak...Kenapakh?"Pehtu dia bley kata lagi,"Bknkh mak 'history' tuh ada relate wif my mom?"WTF!!!Ko jgn byk tanya sgt bley tak??

SUKATI aku la nk invite sape pn...This is my Big Day kot!!!Mmglh parent dia takde salah apa pn pd aku tp yg pasti, aku dh TAKNAK ADA KAITAN HUBUNGAN apa pn dgn dia...My priority is my happiness wif my family-in-law...Aku SAYANG tunang a.k.a bakal suami aku kot!Itu lbh aula!Ko tuh baru nk jd 'cousin-in-law' kpd my history, dh ko poyo2 apa ada hal??Sdgkn adik & ipar dia yg still ada connection dgn aku pn tak prnh sekalipun sentuh isu nih...Aku serious tak faham dgn ko...Ko pompuan mcm aku jgk...Tp ko nih hati kering ke apa??Yg takleh nk faham isi hati sesama wanita??

Since b4 this lagi aku mmg takleh blahhh dgn ko bile ko suka dok ceritakn pd aku pasal 'history' aku...So, wat??Apa ko bangga utk update aku dgn info2 t'kini yg hot lagi sensasi mengenai mereka??Bila agaknya ko nk stop dgn soalan2 yg annoying cmnih pn aku taktau la...Aku dh nk kawen kot??!!If nk ikutkan rasa hati yg marah + sakit hati, sedap gk if dpt lempang ko laju2 waktu ko byk sgt tanya....Ko mmg takde soalan yg lbh m'bina ke??At last, aku dgn sabarnya menyusun ayat lantas b'kata:"Takpe laaa...Tak perlu dipersoalkan apa2...No comment..."..Walhal yg sbnrnya dlm hatiku dh TERBAKOOOOO dgn soalan ko..Nk je aku ckp:"Ko jgn busybody byk tanya sgt bley tak??Sukati aku la nk ajak sape pun...Kecoh je apa kes?!"Argghhhh!!~Alhamdulillah sy dh feel release since dh luah & share wif Eni & Darlinggggg~Lps nih dh payah sket la nk kacoooo Eni sbb dia tinggal sebumbung dgn bakal husben....Manakala sy & Darling???*Wikend husben & wifey* je la kita....So saddddd!~Sob3~