I've went 4 an outstation 2 S/Alam from 11 - 13 December 2012...It's great 4 me 2 b away from normal workplace...I'm tired with all the nonsense @ workplace...I feel like certain party always interrupt my space in order 2 complete my own tasks, planning n schedule...Our motivation is similarly 2 'iman'...It goes up n down...
People always said that u just carried out ur tasks up 2 certain level based on ur 'ability'...When it reach certain point, seems like u cannot bear with it anymore...Recently, I easily get stressed...n due 2 my condition, it's some sort of reason whereby people starts 2 consider my health well-being, insya'Allah...
I alwiz pray n hoping that everything will run smoothly n easily 4 me...Please Allah, only 2 U, I rely on my hopes & U're the Most Understanding n Merciful...I believe that I can't go through all this without His blessings!Thank u Allah!
Back 2 the outstation story, I reached home more or less about 10.30pm (13 December 2012)...I'm very tired at that nyte until I didn't bath or even wash my face...My head was 'heavy'...But I manage 2 woke up early b4 Subuh n get myself bathe...I feel much more better...About 7.30am, I went 2 da Hospital Kangar (walk-in) n make an appointment immediately with my Orinolaringology Medical Officer...I was suffered 2 2 days since I was outstation due 2 the fungus n nanah inside my ear...Alhamdulillah da suffer ended after the Dr. manage 2 pull out the fungus by using the machine...I believe with the technology in Government Hospital...The Dr. was concerned with my health n he referred me 2 the Dermatology Specialist...Alhamdulillah I got the medicine n allergic cream...4 da next meeting, I need 2 bring GL or else I need 2 pay 4 da medical treatment received @ da general hospital...Hoho!Ohhh my goodness, next month (a.k.a next year), I've got 3 appointments with different medical department....zZzZz!~
After settled all those matters, I went back home quickly coz I'm very tired...Different from usual...I nid 2 sleep n rest...I've received an MC from the Dr....Alhamdulillah...Coz I'm very fatigue, painful n flat...Wat a surprise, when I reached home, my husband was there...I'm speechless n canot say anything because of shock, surprised n at da same time, I have no energy...
Allah's plan is the best...He knows the best thing 4 us...I didn't even come across my mind that my husband will come back earlier...n da hikmah is, he is da 1 who took care of me during da weekend where I cannot wake up on my own as well as need him 2 lay on my body during walking...n I pray by 'seating'....I have no energy n just sleeping on the bed...Thank u so much my beloved husband, 4 ur sacrifice n taking care of me...I always pray that whenever I fall sick, let my husband around at dat time n alhamdulillah Allah is the Most Understanding...
If at that time I was being taken 2 da hospital, perhaps I'm gonna b admitted in da ward...Alhamdulillah I already recovered but da pain does not heal 100%...I'm not sure da reason y I'm very 'flatful'...Whether da Iron (200mg - 2 add blood) is already out of stock or because of travelling long distance was tiring...Yesterday, we took a Homoepathy as additional medicine 4 me so that my health will be better...Tonight, my husband already went back 2 his workplace...It's difficult 4 me 2 close my eyes eventhough I'm already sleepy...Deep in my heart, only Allah knows...Alhamdulillah, I manage 2 recover at da moment he is going back...He left with me, his spirit 2 make me become stronger, insya'Allah!
