It's a public holiday!

Ohh lately tenet coverage is not gud!Tensen!Walhal bil berukband dh bayar..Arini merupakan public holiday bg bberapa buah negeri yg t'pilih t'masuk Perlis!Ini krn ia b'sempena dgn p'istiwa Isra' Mikraj...YaRasulullah s.a.w, sgguh agung pengorbananMu...Mari kita b'selawat ke atas junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. T__T

Act sy tak sedar pn yg arini cuti...Ye2 je sy plan 4 2day's lecture...Pulun kn?Hahaha!~Nasib baik ada yg tolong remind...Penyakit pelupa haihhh!!Bknnya ada urat yg putus lagi pn...Pehtu arini bley plak sy gi "ronda2".Tiba2 bajet Perlis je cuti walhal Kedah pn turut cuti...Sy yg t'lupa akan hakikat ini, dgn snang atinya memandu utk ke bank di negeri Kedah dgn harapan dpt menyelesaikan urusan sy d ctu...Konon2 nk amek kesempatan utk selesaikan personal matter alang2 cuti arini...Setiba di Kodiang, nmpk tanda 'TUTUP' pd bank d ctu...Masa tuh sy masih tak sedar lagi, sy sangkakn "tutup sementara" utk lunch break...Maka, sy memacu lagi keta hingga hampir ke Jitra, baru menepuk dahi sendiri lantaran t'sedar dr 'mimpi'...Vengong,kn?

Maka, apa lagi, patah blk sudah...Tak pasal2 jd ronda2 kosong buang minyak keta...Sekian!Dh alang2 frust, sy pn direct ke SecretRecipe, Kangar...Saja nk mkn kek..L/pun in btwn 12-3pm, if mkn cake, dpt free coffee/tea!Tunggu lagi?Yummy3!~Lately t'ingin nk mkn makanan yg tak ada kt cni...Dh la tgk iklan burger GCB McD..Cni da nearest McD is @ Alostaq ok...Jauh kot..2 pun bkn 24hours sbb ia t'letak dlm shopping complex cuma...Huhu!T'ingat Ipoh & BBB yg ada drive-thru..Cni pekan cowboy je, cukup sekadar basic necessity je la...Apa pn, alhmdlllh!It's much better than other UiTM Branches, perhaps!

Sy tak sabar2 menanti kedatangan JULY...Dis coming July is special!Masuk bln July nnti baru sy cite ^__^.Hurm; pd arini sy hepi sbb sy dpt selesaikn preparation utk quizzes 1/tests 1 bg subjects sem nih...Terasa ringan sket bahu nih...Target students mid-term break nnti, nk abihkan marking quizzes 1/tests 1 n at the same time, prepare 4 their quizzes 2/tests 2...If ikut ati, rasa mcm skrg gk nk buat tp tak bley...Sbb sy nk kna prepare utk lecturing material...So esok, nk gi printing + photostating...Sy suka siapkn keje awal2 sbb if ditangguh, sy mudah lupa...L/pun mcm sonok ble dh smpai masa, terus amek & proceed...Nampak smooth je...Hehehe!Bleh dikatakan utk sume subjects, sy punya progress is on the track...Alhmdlllh!If ikutkn skrg, patutnya chapters cover should be 50%.

Berikut adalah current academic diary:

1) 30 June 2011 - C5: Mgt (I2B) & Submission of students' exercises (Mgt & HR)

2) 1 July 2011 - Research briefing & meeting EMIC 2 @ UniMAP

3) 4 July 2011 - Blended Learning, Quiz 1 (I2B) & nite replacement class HR (C6: O, T&D)

4) 5 July 2011 - I-learn briefing & Quiz 1 (Mgt) <-- Sok confirmkn venue sbb dh t'silap bg info.Adeyh!

5) 6 July 2011 - Quiz 1 (HR) & C5: Motivation (Mgt)

6) 7 July 2011 - Quiz 1 (HR) & C6: OPM (I2B)

7) 8 July 2011 - C7: PA (HR)

8) 11 July 2011 - Test 1 (I2B) & Common Test 1 at nite (HR) <-- Bagi blk diorgnya quizzes 1

9) 12 July 2011 - Tutorial C6 (Mgt) <-- Bagi blk quiz 1

10) 13 July 2011 - Common Test 1 (Mgt)

Hurm; sy taip kt cni je la schedule sy, snang...Takut kalo2 ada "ter"misinfo...So nmpknya skrg sy kena prepare utk lectures iaitu (Nasib baik tak banyak, kira wikend nih sempat setel kot):

a) I2B - C6 & group presentation schedule

b) Mgt - C5, tutorial & group presentation schedule

c) HR - C6 and C7 & group presentation schedule

(Utk subject HR, nk kena speed sbb chapter byk n more complicated...Huhu!)

*Ini setakat yg ada dlm tentative...Kita hanya mampu merancang tp Allah yg menentukan...Sy b'harap sy b'sedia utk menerima & menangani tugasan/hal2 yg m'datang tanpa diduga...Insya'Allah!

~Laksa~

Pd hari ini, sy bangun awal drpd biasa...Sy t'jaga dari tidur pd 5.15am....Terima kasih ya Allah, krn mengejutkan aku drpd tidur 9jam krn aku tak solat Isya' lagi...Smlm mmg mengantuk + pengsan banget!Rasa mcm tak sedar apa...Nikmat sungguh tidur awal smlm krn dh bberapa mlm tidur lewat dan tak b'kualiti...Pd hari sblmnya, sdg ralit menyiapkan tugasan, sedar tak sedar, jam hampir m'enjak ke 2am...Mata pn mmg t'pisat2 waktu tuh cuma sukar sket utk melelapkan mata krn telah "menangguhkn" tidur...

B'balik kpd kisah smlm, sebaik selesai menonton "Dewa Cinta" (slot Akasia yg m'gantikan Nora Elena), sy solat Maghrib n terus "pengsan" dgn enaknya...Konon set jam nk bangun kul10 pm..Bajet 2jam tdo cukuplah b4 bangun solat utk solat Isya' n menonton Annissa, namun kecundang...Hehehe!Alhamdulillah preparation utk mengajar pd hari ini, telah sy siapkn pd 2 hari sblmnya krn dpt m'jangkakan ketidaksempatan dek kesibukan dan kecapekan pd hari smlm...

Sebaik t'sedar pd 5.15am, dh alang2 tuh, sy tunggu la sampai Subuh sbb dh dkt sgt...So, masa yg t'luang tuh, on9 la "tonton.com.my" utk slot Annissa yg t'lepas pd mlm td...If takde "tonton", confirm sy t'paksa tanya org apa kisah yg b'laku smlm...Hihihi!Since awal2 pg dh segar, sebaik lps solat, sy pn mandi + sidai kain baju...Paling awal dlm sejarah sidai baju seawal pg.Kwang3!~

Smlm actually ada la important meeting wif lecturers2 from other northern campuses...Class t'paksa cancel n it takes da whole day 2 complete the tasks...Lega ble dh selesai!Btw, 4 those lecturers affected wif da meeting, mmglah disediakn 3kali sesi mkn iaitu breakfast, lunch & hi-tea...Smlm mmg m'uji kesabaran....Dh la kami yg buat keje nih penat perah otak, tp tup3 ada plak org lain yg tak b'kenaan mai menempek tumpang mkn...Pehtu mkn tak agak2 tak ingat 'org blkg'...Tak fikir org lain langsung...Tak agak2 sungguh!Dh la buat muka tak malu, pehtu "melantak" tak ingat dunia...Sy pd ptg tuh dh t'bau harumnya "laksa" yg diorder utk hi-tea namun sy & partner selesaikan dulu tugasan kami krn beliau dtg dr campus lain...Dh la jauh,kn...Tp tup3 apa yg tinggal utk kami, hanyalah SISA...Mmg la if bley, rasa nk lempang & sepak bg buang muka org2 yg t'sebut..."Ko mkn bhgn aku, aku tak halalkn!". Agak bebal gk la masa aku blk smlm....Sikit pn tak merasa...Mmg sakit ati sgt ok!Bodoh+bangang+celaka!!!Arrgggghhhhh!!Sbg nk 'pujuk ati' (nk gi mkn kt Kuala Perlis dh lewat ptg kot...L/pun jauh n tak larat) sy pn singgah beli laksa kt pasar mlm. Tp laksa pn "lebur" since sy dh "pengsan".

Lps tuh sy nk cite lagi psl sy BENGANG dgn seorg makhluk ni, dia nih stock mulut takde insurance...Cakap mmg suka ikut lepas & bila dia cakap tuh tak fikir org, ikut sesedap mulut je...Dasar mulut LONGKANG ini LELAKI...Ko kalo dh takde keje, takde modal, baik ko tutup mulut je drpd ko b'cakap tp menyakitkan hati org...Eeeee; aku mmg takleh blahhh btoi dgn lelaki yg takde insurance coverage nih!Dlm hati aku masa tuh mmg rasa mcm nk lempang ko laju2...Tp masa ko cakap tuh, aku diam n buat tak reti je sbb aku mmg malas nk layan ko!!Gi mampuihhhh la ko...Sibuk je hal aku/kami...Sukati aku la apa aku/kami nk buat, bukannya aku/kami ganggu ko pn...Ko tuh je yg mulut cibai suka mengomen org bajet ko HENSEM!Bab* btoi laa....

Dan pd hari ini, sy t'kilan+terasa hati dgn member seorg pompuan nih....Sy pn taktau nk expresskn cmna...If cakap lebey2 nnti ditafsirkan sbg m'ungkit plak tp hakikatnya sy btoi2 TERKILAN dgn dia!Cmnikh cara dia treat & hargai sy sbg kwn slps apa yg sy lakukan t'hadap dia?Kdg2 sy marah dgn diri sy knapa sy slalu b'buat baik kpd org tp selalu menerima 'kesakitan' drpd kebaikan yg sy lakukan?Kenapa hati ini masih terus mulia utk b'khidmat m'bantu org biarpun org slalunya tak m'hargai apa yg sy buat slps dia m'peroleh "ganjaran" t'sebut?Sy pn malas nk ingat kebaikan apa yg sy buat pd org sbb smmgnya kita pn dianjurkan utk tidak m'ingati "kebaikan yg kita buat pd org".L/pun ia hanya m'buat hati sakit apabila t'paksa b'hadapan dgn perkara2 seumpama ini...Ohh so sad!!People alwiz take me 4 granted! T__T YaAllah, Kau kurniakanlah kesabaran yg tinggi dlm hati ini bg setiap ujian yg menimpa diri...Mata yg cuba ditahan2, t'paksa 'gugur' jua dan sekurang2nya "lega" sudah kesesakan yg b'sarang di dada...T'gamak + sampai hati kau buat begini pd aku............................................................... 

"Dear my darling, later probably u will read my entry...I juz wanna thanx 4 listening me & lend me ur shoulders 2 cry on even u r far from me...Alhamdulillah I dh rasa lega sbb only u my BFF yg faham I since we studied 2gether until we r working in da same profession...That makes ur f/ship become more strengthen...Sambil I luah kt u, dh t'esak2 I cry...After this, I NEKAD hanya akan buat baik b'pada2..I'm looking 4ward 2 BULLY u n do take 'serious' wif my WARNING...Pliz wait 4 da moment!Ahax~"

[ P/S: My darling is a "lady" :) ]

Mood hari ini....

Mood hari ni tak brapa nk ok...Spt b'arak mendung awan yg kelabu...Sukar rupanya utk +ve kn minda apabila kritikan diterima...Tak semudah utk t'balikkan mindset apabila disarankan menerima perkara yg -ve scara +ve...Lbh2 lagi apabila kritikan yg diterima itu sama skali tak dijangka setelah b'usaha b'sungguh2 utk m'jayakannya...Namun apakah ini yg dikatakan harga sebuah "p'hargaan"?Dlm hati sedey...Rasa pilu...Namun sedaya-upaya memujuk hati yg "t'calar" supaya ia tak m'beri kesan pd masa dan tindakan yg akan dtg...M'cari kesalahan/kelemahan org mmg mudah...Mengapakah sy berasa 'down' apabila menerima maklum akan hal ini?Frustrated brgkali!Sbb tak t'lintas dek fikiran...Sepatutnya sy berasa lbh motivated utk improve the situation tp sbaliknya pula...Apakah diri ini telah b'putus asa?If ikutkan asalnya, sy sendiri rasa 'inferior' n low self-confidence utk melakukannya di samping kecetekan ilmu knowledge & experience...

Kejadian lelaki & wanita itu b'beza...Lelaki senang la bleh kata:"Takyah fikir nk fikir sgt....".Itu ayat lelaki tp wanita?They will keep on thinking n thinking n thinking...Sudahnya makan hati...Bila nk jd hati kebal pn taktau...Padanlah tak jd artist...If jd artist, jenuh gk kot if tak mampu nk 'menahan'...Huhu!~Bkn pujian yg sy dambakan tp p'hargaan & semangat yg sy perlukn...Terima kasih atas kritikan itu...I hope 1 day later, u'll feel how I feel today!Sy halalkan ilmu yg sy curahkan, namun kita tgk la nnti apakah 'A' akan jd milik kamu krn hidup ini KARMA...

Itu kisah 1st...2nd is, arini last day period utk course registration 4 students...Dlm erti kata, 3wiks of lecture have been done...Tp arini sy agak marah dgn students yg tak prnh turn up in my class...Kesabaran sy spt dicabar...Mereka register my subjects tp mereka tak prnh hadirkan diri...If ada pn, hanya seorg yg msg sy last week mengatakan dia ada prob clash subjects n dh pn settle but suddenly today pn tak jengulkn muka....Sy dh bg tempoh 3wiks that's enuf!IHope not 2 c u in my class next week!Jgn ingat ble repeaters, sy akan bg muka...Lbh2 lagi ble u have attitude problems...Ohh tidak sama skali!!!I want only serious students in my class...If students 2 repeat, tp punya attitude yg baik, sy tak susah nk cooperate tp bila las sem pn dh buat sy geram, so sem nih kamu buat halai-balai je dgn sy, sori laaaaa...!!!Sy punya la b'usaha sedaya-upaya if bley takmo ada students yg repeat paper tp ini effort yg kamu bg pd sy??Ingat sy suka sgt ke, nk failkn students?Bkn snang kot nk buat decision...Ni la dilema lecturer...Students yg create problem, lecturer plak yg prihatin?So ble dh jd cmnih, baru tau nk minta 'tolongggg'...If diri sendiri pn tak tolong, free2 je nk minta lecturer tolong?Cmna nk tolonggg if takde effort?

Last week, sy m'dpt msg dr seorg students mengatakn dia ingin b'jmpa sy (last sem punya students)...Dlm hati mulanya b'tanya apa hal dia nk jmpa sy..Nk kata dia student yg close dgn sy, tak plak...Tp sekilas ikan di air, sy dh dpt agak tujuan kdtgn yg dijanjikn namun sy buat2 taktau...Tiba pd masa yg dijanjikn di bilik sy, maka dtglh sekumpulan 4org yg sy namakn sbg A.H.L.I...Yg msg sy adalah 'A'...Yg memulakan dialog adalah 'H'..."Watak" yg sbnr dlm slot ini adalah 'I'...Maka, 'A','L' & 'H' hanya menemani 'I'...Pd awal dialog, 'H' dilihat cuba menyusun kata....Yg b'masalah ialah 'I' tp 'I' spt "bisu" utk b'kata2...Kdg2 sy tak faham knapa perlu 'A' yg contact sy tp bkn 'I' sendiri...Sy melihat 'H' cuba menyusun kata2...Dpt dilihat di situ b4 mereka b'jumpa sy, mereka telah merangka apa n bagaimana ingin meneruskn sesi dialog ini...

S=Ya?Ada apa yg sy bleh bantu?

H=Hurmmmm....

S=Jdnya apa tujuan kdtgn kamu?

H=Sbnrnya mcm ni Miss...(Sambil 'H' cuba m'cari ayat yg sesuai sy cuma m'biarkan saja)

S=(Masih lagi menunggu)

H=(Sambil b'basa-basi)...Miss ada simpan lagi tak carry mark last sem?

S=Sy takde save...Sy dh submit kamu punya marks...If ada pn cuma raw data yg belum convert into %

H=Boleh tak if kami nk tahu carry mark kami?

S=Aittt...Baru skrg nk tanya carry mark?Arituh sy dh pampang, kamu tak tgk ke?

H=Tak sempat Miss...Kami busy...

S=Ooo....

H=Sbnrnya sy tanyakn utk 'I'

Mereka mahukan clarification knapa 'I' fail that paper...Sambil sy menahan sabar, sy pn m'buat clarification...

S=Ok cmnih...2-2 test kamu fail...Out of 50, bkn 20-25 yg kamu score, malahan below 20

H=Errr...Miss ada simpan lagi tak test kami?

S=Ohh tidak!Kamu tak amik arituh?

H=Tak sempat Miss...

S=Sy dh hapuskan paper kamu...Since kamu tak amik, sy pn tak simpan...

H=Tp Miss...Takkan Miss takleh tolong sket pn utk 'I'?

S=Sy takleh nk buat apa...Kamu (sambil merujuk kpd 'I') fail 2 tests, n then final exam pn kamu tinggal 2 soalan ada soalan yg kamu jwb pn pendek2 je

H=Ala Miss...Tolong la...Gred yg 'I' dpt tuh mcm teruk sgt je...

S=Ohh tak dapat!Jauh kot beza markah utk lulus...This is unfair 4 other students...What would they say if they know bout this?

H=Alaaa Miss jgnlh bgtau diorg plak...

S=No...No...Sy takleh...Sy kena jujur...

H=Miss takleh ke, bgtau if student fail n minta jumpa ke...

S=Ehh, sy ke, yg nk kena bgtau "Eh2, kamu fail la...Mai dtg jmpa sy!"Siapa yg kena put effort sbnrnya?Suppose kamu sndiri yg tahu sama ada kamu perform ataupn tak...Bkn sy yg cari kamu...Ini tidak!Test 2 pn kamu tak amek...Carry mark pn kamu taktau...At lis ble kamu amek test 2 n tgk mana yg prlukn improvement, kamu dtg n jmpa sy tanya apa yg patut...Tp ada kamu buat ke?Tak pn lps final exam, kamu dapati kamu tak perform...Then wat's ur action?Did u come & see me?If skrg baru kamu ingat nk dtg n jmpa sy, mmg it's TOO LATE sudah...(Kn dh kena ceramah)

A.H.L.I=(Hanya m'angguk2)

S=If u want 2 check ur result, I have no problem but it is advisable 4 u not 2 do so because I'm afraid it will become worse.If u dun believe me, then u can ask other lecturer's opinion. 4 sure they will not encourage u 2 do so... 

I=Ok Miss...Takpe, this coming sem sy akan buat sungguh2 n dtg jmpa Miss...

S=Ok, that's great!Maybe u can score better than ur fren...

Most of the above dialogue is like only 2-way between me n 'H' only...'I' n 'L' hanya ckp sepatah...Ohh baru skrg baru nk tau carry marks...In fact, I dun think they will come n see me if not because of their fren failed this paper...As wat my boss did mentioned, they take this paper 4 granted because historically nobody fail this paper...But that doesn't mean all students will simply just pass like that...If I'm cruel, there will be a lot more failures students n in fact no student score an 'A'...

B'untunglah students nowadays coz menikmati plbagai kemudahan & technological advancement.H/ever they didn't fully utilize it...They can come n see lecturers at any time both parties r available, or by making appointment via email, phone call or even msg...But not much students put effort on it...Some only knows 2 lodge complaints saying this n that, such as didn't understand the learning session in class...When the lecturer ask them:"Do u have any question?" n majority will say "NO"...But that's not the 'genuine' answer...Kok ye pn malu nk tanya dpn kwn2 ramai2, bleh je tanya personally or individually after class tp tak ramai pn yg buat gitu...They r hoping lecturers 2 "focus" on them individually mcm la lecturers hanya ada 'dia' sorg je dlm class...Then mengata lecturer kt blkg...Apa pn kedudukan lecturer/guru itu di atas...Kdg2 mereka t'lupa akan hal KEBERKATAN ilmu....Fikir2kanlah & renung2kanlah...~Selamat B'amal!~

Academic Story!

Dgn p'umuman UiTM degree final exam result pd arini, scara rasminya bg sy, tamat sudah lembaran semester January-May 2011...Maka, baru la sy 'berani' utk m'buat ulasan...B4 dis diploma final exam result dh release 1month ago (lbh awal krn new sem was began on 30May)...If ikutkan rencana asal, final exam result 4 degree students supposed release on my burfday tp HEA UiTM S/Alam decided 2 release earlier n it should b better!

Last sem, I taught 3 codes (2 degree, 1 diploma) and 4 da diploma code, I continue dis sem...Jdnya lega sket la since tak prlu start all over again sgt...Sepjg mengendalikan codes yg t'sebut, mcm2 pgalaman pahit manis yg sy lalui + hadapi from da beginning till da end...The scope of responsibility starts from class preparation till uploading their marks...

Bg sy, sem lps is more challenging (compared wif this sem) coz teaching degree students n nid 2 start everything from 0...So this sem sy rasa lbh 'relax' sbb hanya b'gelumang dgn diploma students. Ada yg memilih utk ajar degree students atas plbagai sbb-musabab msg2 namun sy tak kesah mana2 pn..Apa je tugasan or p'bahagian ATA, sy terima saja dgn tgn t'buka...As long as subject yg diberi itu mmg dlm ruang lingkup or scope sy, itu dh memadai...Jgn bg sy ajar subject yg bkn dlm bidang kepakaran sy udah la...(Pakar la sgt)

My satisfaction in lecturing is when I can deliver knowledge 2 students!n 1 more thing, I prefer 2 teach my 'juniors'...Ada "sense of belongings" d ctu...My principle in allocation of marks is simple...2 me, u get wat u deserve...Sy tak prnh nk halang students dpt gud grade if they deserve 4 it!Each student will be treated equally...Apply concept EEO gitu!H/ever, the element of quality & fairness still need 2 b preserved...I'm not such a perfect person or academician but I'll try my best in wateva I do!I'm still in learning process which is never ending...

Overall, 4 da students achievement, after analyze the marks that they get (achievement), several conclusion can b made:

1) Different students have different level of intellectuality...There r some students who r hardworking, put high efforts & strives can score in line wif those who r intelligent gifted!

2) Students' achievement is not merely based on the subject matter itself but also being influenced by their respect 2wards lecturer, attendance & participation. So far, 2 b frank, those who have less respect 2wards their lecturers were automatically didn't score 'A'...Karma maybe?2 me, the quality of an 'A' is expensive, unique & valuable n not all eligible 4 it (mentang2 la ajar subject Quality...asyik dok masukkn element quality je)

3) There r students who FAIL because of their attitudes problems...If u just come n see me once after the result release, it's TOO LATE already...

Sy bkn jenis yg suka nk fail2kn students no matter sumtimes their actions 'hurt' me, whether intentionally or unintentionally...Sy serahkan pd Allah...Sy pn tak suka nk jumpa students yg sama utk subject yg sama...It may creates 'unhealthy' meeting but sometimes I have no choice coz ini adalah AMANAH yg dipertanggungjwbkn sbg seorg PENDIDIK...

Sembang2 petang...

Pd ptg td, sy telah ke Alor Setar, b'kunjung ke umah kwn sy yg buat burfday party utk puterinya yg baru genap 1year a few days ago...Biasa la makpak yg baru ada 1st child n 1st granddaugther mmglh ciwi tak hengat mcm abg & kak ipar jgk...Makpak yg excited lebey walhal c kanak2 yg diraikan itu b'ada dlm *confuse mode*...Hahaha!~

Mcm tak manis plak b'tandang ke umah kwn baik b'tgn kosong...So tanpa proper preparation or planing, sy pn gi la ushar brgn baby kt TESCO...Kt Perlis nih mana ada apa sgt...Dlm kpala dok b'fikir gk nk bg apa sbb bese ble visit kwn2 yg b'pantang, tak susah cari brg sbb byk brgn baby yg tlh dihamperkan...Nk beli baju yg dh siap pack, itu besenya utk newborn...Dlm kesuntukan masa, manakan dgn nk balut lagi...Kt utara nih mana la nk ada Toy's'Rus ke...Alhmdlllh p'carian sy dimudahkn bila mana sy rasa dgn m'belikan set mangkuk plastic yg ada cute fork+spoon+mug...Owhhh sgt sesuai rasanya sbb c baby dh mula mkn pd peringkat umur cmnih dia pun dh stat 'busy buat keje' (main masak2 or ketuk2 or masukkan bnda dlm mulut)...Hahahaha!~Ohh TESCO tak sediakn wrapping service plak haihhh!Bila n bagaimananya sy nk balut pn taktau...Maka, dgn muka yg agak tebal, sy pn t'paksa buat slumberrr...Malunya org tgk..Apa lagi, cpt2 bagitau tuan umah n letak pd tmpt yg agak t'sorok supaya takde yg perasan...

Mlmnya bila sy dh pulang ke umah, c mummy (my best fren) text me saying "thanks 4 da present...my daughter really like ur present...she only play with my present n ignore the rest"...ahahaha!~cute btoi la!Sbg seorg yg pinky, haruslah attract itu bdk esp gurl...Kwang3!~T'ubat sket rindu pd my niece tgk keletah dia..."Eiman, Makyang miss u so much!".Last wiknd Makyang nangis sbb t'lampau rindukn adorable Eiman...Sob3!~

Luckily masa sy attend da party, t'jumpa beberapa kwn lain...If tak, segan gk la layan diri sorg2...Sy biasa la, gi mana2 pn alwiz alone...Takde kwn la kt cni...Not happening!Apo nk buek,kn...Kdg2 takde pilihan...If nk tunggu ada kwn sbg peneman,  mmg sume invitation sy tak pegi la sudahnya!Wajarkh?Hurm!Td borak2 dgn kwn sy, part-time lecturer at Merbok...Apa lagi bila dh masuk 'kandang' yg sama, of course la topic about our profesion yg jd concern matter...Isu yg hangat diperkatakn skrg adalah, "P'ambilan kakitangan awam dibekukan"...Ohh so pity 2 them!They r very eager 2 become a lecturer with full of passionate n energeticn score wif a gud pointer!Ble dgr kwn2 laki yg interested n excited dlm cabang nih, mmg sy suka la...Bkn apa, as most people concern, bilangan kaum lelaki dlm bidang professional semakin merosot...My fren nih buat la luahan hati dia...Sayu plak sy dgr rintihan hati dia...Nampak b'genang air mata dlm kelopaknya...Alhamdulillah rezeki sy..Syukur sgt pd Allah!Tp on behalf of other frens yg have a gud quality n high potential, sy tumpang sedey!Semoga uolz tabah dgn ujian ini...Teruskan b'usaha+b'tawakal+b'doa+b'SABAR n jgn putus asa!Apa pn kena ingat, rezeki itu dtgnya drpd Allah!Itulah yg sebaiknya utk merawat hati...